headin' for the top

We should've found a little heaven in our soul that should've washed away the tears, instead we're wasted all the time and there's a thousand ways to cry. And in our haste to find a little more from life we didn't notice that we'd died, and we'll be losin' all the time, we'll be choking back the tears, and we'll be seein' only white light in our mind and it's been blinding us for years. 
She got a rhythm in her soul, she got a rainbow in her eyes, she gotta little bit of hurtin' deep inside and its hurt you're gonna try. And I've been shooting up my time, I've been holdin' down the fear. We should be headin' for the top now little child but I've been rotting here for years and we'll be calling the dark I'll be holding back the shame.
She made a coffin for my dreams and now I'm losing all I had now to stay in love by any means, and I'm forgettin' all the time I should've photographed my mind.
And you'll be seeing only white light and there'll be nothing more to gain, we should be headin' for the top now, we've had a hundred thousand years; instead we're losing all we got now to cry a hundred thousand tears. We should be heading for the top now but we'll be crawling on the floor; instead we're losing all we got now to cry a hundred thousand more.

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